It has been slightly more than a month since I work in Sg. I dont like my work, I dont like my landlady & I miss my son badly.
My landlady a single woman around 40+, not marry & i understand why. She aint pretty & fuss over small matters.
What I hated most about her is that she keep nagging & blaming me. She blame me for everything that when wrong in the house.
I want to follow Jesus but the path is so hard. Why God makes it so hard for ordinary Joe to follow the path he set.
Oh God, I have masturbate countless times and I know its a sin but how do I stop? I bought so many bibles & CD of Gospel and yet all I can think of when I am free is Sex & Video Games.
God, Should I leave SG? Please talk to me Lord... I am lost! LOST!
I am so lost, I believed in you for 32years yet you never spoken to me once?
Is it that I am too busy to listen or that you talked to me in way I didn't realize?
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