Monday, January 31, 2011

Fixing Doors

Last night, the landlady brother in law came and tried to fix the door but things dont work out. He seems like a nice guy and softspoken.

Asking God for forgiveness and yet I cannot forgive how this landlady did to me. She blamed me for everything.

Today "our daily bread" they speak about FAKE HEART! I am sure there are lots of its in the world. I myself is one of them. The Road to Hell is straight & wide... the road to heaven is narrow & steep....

Choose your path!

Sunday, January 30, 2011

Ignoring Grace

"Narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which lead to life, and there are few who find it." Matthew 7:17

God answer my prayer in today "Our Daily Bread", How quick God responded! I suppose all this while, I was too busy with other Wordly things that I dont spare time to listen to God.

This morning, the main door of  my rented place is getting worst than yesterday. Oh! God... How am I going to solve this problem. If I trust God, I know he will show me the way. He works in way we dont understand.

Thank You Lord for listening to me & answering me. God, you are great, I want to walk the path You Have set for me.

If God want me to go back to Home to be with wife & baby. Show me Lord... Show me the Sign.

Thank You Lord

Landlady

It has been slightly more than a month since I work in Sg. I dont like my work, I dont like my landlady & I miss my son badly.

My landlady a single woman around 40+, not marry & i understand why. She aint pretty & fuss over small matters.

What I hated most about her is that she keep nagging & blaming me. She blame me for everything that when wrong in the house.

I want to follow Jesus but the path is so hard. Why God makes it so hard for ordinary Joe to follow the path he set.

Oh God, I have masturbate countless times and I know its a sin but how do I stop? I bought so many bibles & CD of Gospel and yet all I can think of when I am free is Sex & Video Games.

God, Should I leave SG? Please talk to me Lord... I am lost! LOST!

I am so lost, I believed in you for 32years yet you never spoken to me once?

Is it that I am too busy to listen or that you talked to me in way I didn't realize?